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Monday, 19 October 2009
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FFF
suddenly i realise that my friendships are just that. no matter how close we used to be, how much we often meet, i am so easily replaceable. We could go overseas together and have stayovers, we can be the best drinking buddies, or even, my late night go out buddy but once we stop contacting or even, once someone else has come to take over that place and does the same thing with you, may be your new classmates, your bf or gf, or even just a fling, i am easily kicked aside.
I always appear to have many people around me but if you truthfully ask me to name a few reeeeeaaally close ones, i really have no idea who they are cause most of the time, they have bigger priorities in their life. it may be school, boyfriends, girlfriends, their sex life, new friends. to be honest, i seldom write really emotional stuff here cause i never thought that there's a need to even be emo about stuff but somehow, after going to all those 21st birthday parties and seeing each of my friend have their own group of close friends doing things for them and even planning it for them, i started wondering who will my group of close friends be? i keep thinking who will i call when one day i really need someone to listen. ohmygod. this post really makes me look so pathetic luhh..
i dont expect my friends to do the exact same things as me cause i know that my night life is highly overactive and im really full of bad habits (yayaaa.. like drinking, clubbing, and moremore drinking) but what i need is just someone who will accept me for all my bad habits, someone whom i can shop with, have lunch with, bitch with and just to be stupid with. i dont even need a boyfriend but just one really really close friend. is it really that difficult?
ahhh.. i think its all the time i spent alone these days and those damned birthday parties that i have been attending that is causing me to feel this way.
Sunday, 27 September 2009
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back to my nua-ing period
I've quit my job and im back to the go out till morning then sleep till evening kind of life again
which is really what I have been looking forward to. im sure a lot of other people my age still do not have the heart yet to settle down in a job yet. cause we know that worst comes, we still can go back to studying.
right now, i just want to live off my mother(:
Anw, yst i went clubbing with the random-est people.
though fun but i really would prefer clubbing with people i know better. and i really hate it when guys or girls my age go for super young people. like 15-17? errrrr. FULLSTOP. dont wish to elaborate.
and yst i saw how fake a guy could be also. the lies that they made up for no reasons AT ALL. i dont even know why is he even lying. now i know why my friend ditched you in the first place. suddenly i really got super turned off by him laa.
i seriously dont know why but i think im beginning to type like a kid and blog like an idiot. super shallow. maybe cause last time i only depended on photosphotosandmorephotos.
and i reallyreally miss jerene goh, onghuishi, raytan, frances dajie, zhiwei bitch, sarah wong, rachelsiah lehhhhhh):
nights world. i want to sleep again(:
Sunday, 06 September 2009
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still alive(:
yes peopleeee.. im still very much alive despite being busy with work
and busy with drinking (LOLS)
and i cut my hair!!!!
yst was supposed to be clubbing session with the 2 other jo-s and koki
but seriously, i screwed up
nvm. i dont even want to bother explaining myself
i missed seow's birthday, siying's birthday, have not met up with the bulls for agessssss
at this rate i am going, im going to lose all my very very very close friends
and being left with my colleagues):
ps: is it that all people really will change when they are in a relationship?
anw, my new hair photos
koki's going back to france alr. and though we were not as close as we were in our past thurs dblo days, how come i still feel a little sad and regret?
today is a emo day):
Thursday, 18 June 2009
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update
nothing much to update actually
as u can see this blog is dying((:
and errrmmm
work has been hectic
and i think i lost the skill to blog properly
that's it..
goonight
Saturday, 23 May 2009
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greeeeen with envy
so, work has been fine((((:
ok. i should just drop the topic of my job.
and so, as my title suggests,
i think we all sense jealousy when SOMEONE anonymous posted this comment of yz's blog
sorry for the veryvery blur image. i really dont know how to do this. but im sure u all can see this very clearly. if not, it is:
"i got a funny thing to share... are you all the cast-away?"
and a few minutes later, she posted again,
" i got a funny thing to share... i guess you girls/ freaks are the cast-away"
ERRRRRRMMMMMMMMMMMM
ya.. there's obviously something wrong with the sentence structure, grammar and use of weird vocabulary.
wtf is castaway seriously?
is the person trying to put outcast and go away together? or what? i seriously thought she was trying to say " are you all the actresses from the movie cast-away?" laa for her 1st post. and what's with 2 comments one after another which, obviously, is trying to cover up some imperfections in the first comment. (i suggest you should cover the imperfections in your ugly and all-squashed-together-features face first).
ohhh.. NONONO.. i dont know who is the one who commented on us in that post. i seriously dont know. but since, we are sooooo well-liked and soooo not ugly (im trying to be humble here) there's not really anyone i could think of who dislikes us you know.
and CASTAWAY... hmmm.. kinda reminds me of the vocab standard (she created the word abounded btw. LOLOLOL.. i'm still trying to figure out what's the meaning of the word) this particular ugly fuck from my class who has not made any real friends for her 3years in poly...
ahhhhhh.. maybe it's just coincidence that there is a second person in this world who hates us and has bad creativity for vocab((: MAYBEEEEEEEEEEE.....
GTK? im going to go back being a laggard and watch gossip girl season one. nights people(:
